THE JOURNAL

The
Journal
Tells.

Of
What
GOD
Started.

Of how we
Have been with each other
Longer
Than without.

Of how
Its not over
Never was
Never will be.

Of
Places
We have
Gone.

Of
Places
We didn’t go
That maybe we should have.

Of how, should you leave
Before me
I may be breathing
But won’t be alive.

For I
Will not
Know this world
Without you.

Because we are
Forever
Eternal.
Written 1.1.10
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MAN INVISIBLE

Unseen now
But
You were here once
From the trace evidence.

My eyes
Have traces of tears
Left in them
Cried for you.

My lips
Have traces of kisses
Left on them
Your kisses.

My heart
Has traces of love
Left in it.
Your love, my love, our love.
Written 11.11.07
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THE NEXT TIME

Then
When you left
You were happy
For you were going back home.

I wanted to go with you
But
Circumstances did not allow
Leaving me behind, crying selfish tears.

Promises were not made
But
In time
Would you have come back for me?

Would I have went?
My mind doesn’t know
But
My heart does.

Now
If we could have another chance
The next time you leave me
I am going with you.
Written 6.6.07
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HUNNY BOY

Even though
I can no longer see you in the flesh
I see you in my dreams.

Even though
I can no longer feel your touch
You have touched my heart.

Even though
I can no longer hear your music
Its song, is music to my ears.

Even though
I can no longer taste your kisses
Their memory takes me away, like a CALGON bath.

Even though
I can no longer sense your manliness perfume
Its scent, will forever linger in my mind.

Even though
You are distanced from me now
These remembrances sustain.
Written 1.10.07
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SUGAR NOTE

Dear,
Your life added to mine
Your leaving, and missing you
Changed it.

Then getting word
Of
Your dark places.

My eyes cried an ocean of tears
When the eyes could no longer cry
My heart took over.

Not being able to hold
Or
Protect you.

In your midnight hour
I
Was still with you.

Prayer
Was
The only power.

GOD heard
And
Saw you through.

Even though this is long overdue
I still feel
It needed saying.

With changes
Distance and time
Love remains.
Written 2.8.08
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